We can't controls what happens to us in life but we can learn from it and that what makes you stronger.
Take me for example today I had a panic attack when I was in middle off a class and I couldn't do nothing about I just had to let it happen in till I calm down.
In life we know stuff is going to happen to us and it's out off our hands to do anything about it but you have to think it won't last forever and it will be over as soon as you know it. Think as it like a roller coaster, it might have it's up and downs and it loop the loop but it be over as soon as you know it.
There no point worrying about life because we don't even know what going to happen to us tomorrow let though in 10 years time. Just live life to the full because your only young once and you are going to make mistakes because we're only human but we learn from them and that's what make us a better human.
No one perfect not even your idol but that does mean your not beautiful and don't let anyone tell you different because you are beautiful to me.
Love
Niamhy
xxx
Thursday 14 May 2015
Sunday 3 May 2015
handling life
I can't handle life anymore and I don't mean in the "I'm going to kill myself" way, I mean I can't handle the bitches and the argument and all this bullshit where you have to get a C or higher to be good in life. I'm already 15 and I think the whole world is against me and I know it's probably not but I feel like at school I got no one I can truly trust anymore and I can't wait to get out off that shithole next year and meet some new people and hopefully and hopefully some new friends.
I can't be the only person who feel like this, who feels alone where there's loads off people around you and you just feel trapped. I guess that the trouble off being a teenage I guess you are trapped in till your older enough to move out or to make the right choice. I always wanted to be all grown up when I was little, I wanted to be just like my sister, go out to party or have a job but yet I'm 15 years old with no job and hardly ever goes out with my friends. I guess that what anxiety does to you I supposed, it make you feel so scared to even go outside.
Growing up is hard and its get harder. I used to think that life was like a fairy tail when I was younger and that one day I will find my handsome prince charming but when as soon as I got big my dream got smaller and I realised that life isn't like a fairly tail and there no such thing as magic or fairy or flying or a true loves kiss but that doesn't mean my prince charming not out there well he may not be a prince but that doesn't matter.
Life is hard and it's going to get harder but that doesn't mean we can't all try in life when things do
get hard all you have to do is tell your self it will get better.
Love Niamhy
xxx
I can't be the only person who feel like this, who feels alone where there's loads off people around you and you just feel trapped. I guess that the trouble off being a teenage I guess you are trapped in till your older enough to move out or to make the right choice. I always wanted to be all grown up when I was little, I wanted to be just like my sister, go out to party or have a job but yet I'm 15 years old with no job and hardly ever goes out with my friends. I guess that what anxiety does to you I supposed, it make you feel so scared to even go outside.
Growing up is hard and its get harder. I used to think that life was like a fairy tail when I was younger and that one day I will find my handsome prince charming but when as soon as I got big my dream got smaller and I realised that life isn't like a fairly tail and there no such thing as magic or fairy or flying or a true loves kiss but that doesn't mean my prince charming not out there well he may not be a prince but that doesn't matter.
Life is hard and it's going to get harder but that doesn't mean we can't all try in life when things do
get hard all you have to do is tell your self it will get better.
Love Niamhy
xxx
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